Choices

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Trying to plan the next steps is proving somewhat difficult. I made the leap to leave the cable company – the only thing I really know. Now, I am faced with decisions for the future that are the right ones for the plan. The life plan that is. I suppose I'm writing this to do the usual and empty my head of thoughts. Thing is, this is really a prayer. I'm looking for help with some decisions because I'm really struggling. It's all very exciting but scary at the same time. I have these moments of clarity within the mess that is my brain but, straight away these fill with doubts and worries. 
Father, put me right? I know I shouldn't worry, you have got my back. I know I should walk through this with you and listen to what you tell me. It's all so hard though. I need my mind to quiet and to have some real direction. I know you'll help me make the right decisions for us all.

Café Latte has been on the phone, I reckon she was thinking on her feet to maximise a deal, that's understandable. I need to get back to her on Thursday with a decision on the way forward and if we can work together. The place would be expensive and would mean the move to the Island. It's so appealing but so daunting at the same time. After this, the lady from the shop in Newbury has been in touch – I see her this Sunday to go over things and work out if that place could be a good way into business. The work I'm doing now is soul destroying. At the moment there is company and people to talk to. This will change and the repetitiveness of the job will bite. I'm also now in touch with a guy offering work doing stuff more interesting. Thing is didn't I make this leap to do the vision? The café with the community at its heart… I'm sure that's the direction I should be following.
Is this time away from home, so I can get my head straight? I'll write this and go to sleep. Tomorrow will be another beautiful day. The choices I'm faced with all have their "what if" value.

Please help me make the right choice?

In Jesus' name… Amen.

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