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Indeed, you do.. How did this start? Being told my comments are derogatory even though I am usually asked for the very same comments. I look beautiful, I look sexy- you told me... Yes, I think you are beautiful and sexy but, when you tell me you ate all the chocky biscuits, and I say you look like a bonk oss ! Doesn't mean you literally do look like a bonk oss , it means you'll get fat if you keep eatin all the biscuits. After all, I should know; I'm guilty of eating anything and everything. Have you seen my waistline of late? I'm just fed up of being mis -understood. If I say something that offends or upsets you why not just tell me there and then and I'll try to explain. Instead though, you rare up at me and tell me how bad I am and how self-righteous I am. Well phewee ... that's not my boggle. I couldn't care about being right over what you say. Keep things in context. It's true what I say about my blog being an outlet for my thoughts. I feel bett...

I spoke to a priest Friday about Christianity. He was helpfull and has asked me come along to the churches mens group on March 1st, then the following Sunday go to the mothering Sunday service at St Marys. I've already tried attending a service at the church but found I didn't understand the goings on. The words had meaning but the actions seemed odd. I've never really seen a service like it before, it was Holy Communion. An old dear told me neal at the altar with her-because I'm not christened I couldn't take the bread and wine but could have a blessing. I took the bread and wine anyways. It was the first service I had been to that I listened and understood. When I was young I saw church quite a lot with activities at school, after leaving school all that stopped. My sisters were made to attend Sunday school but I escaped that for some reason. Back to it, I've heard sermons and not seen the meaning until now. I've come in. Next month I start a course to giv...

I've signed up to the 65 mile South Downs ride for British Heart Foundation. Last year I was gonna attempt the 35 miler, the route looked quite hard then... this time it looks, well really hard! I'll have to start training I suppose and give my bike a hammering after the winter go slow. There are some massive hills to get over. At the end of the ride I should hopefully get to see a bit of the Brighton sea front. Something to look forward to. All I need to sort now is an event for March or April and the Killers and the Chainbreaker . My bikes got a broken back wheel... it still goes round though, note to self.... When it doesn't go round any more it's no longer a wheel, it's a brake.... http://www.justgiving.com/pbullox

I'm here in Birmingham at a Holiday Inn hotel ready for a meeting tomorrow. It's been about a year since I was staying in lodges during my relocation and oh boy, I had forgotten how crap it is. Sitting here on my tod, at least they've got internet access. The only alternative tonight is to go and sit with a bunch of folks from work and talk about tekky headend things. I talk about work sometimes but these guys worship what they do. They think pushing cards is a skill.. I was signing in tonight and guy came up behing me and said, "What do you think about the site clearence"... what about hi Paul, how're you doin, happy new year. Oh well that's it, nothing else to moan about so I'll sign off. The first entry of the year and I am moaning about work... I think that say's something. Bring back the days of the lunch zone, muddy days and dusty days.... quaaaaack! Out

Here it is once again, the end of another year and this one's been one of the strangest yet. We, moved South to Thatcham in February, the kids had new schools, me and Shell had new jobs. By April I was really needing to go home. Michelle and the kids never want to go home they all seem to have found happiness. The boys like how much there is to do around here and Michelle likes the cafe culture of Newbury and the company of her new found friends at School. Or at least I think that's what it is. Anyways, this is my blog not there's.. Well, where do I begin. February... We moved to Thatcham after a load of ups and downs with estate agents, solicitors and all that. I remember leaving Sedgley and feeling quite sad, as if I was leaving something big. Thing is I was. Friends, my home, my memories and all that sentimental stuff. Not to worry though these are things we keep if we really want to, inside in your mind that is. I think we have settled now and things have started to cal...

First outing at Cannock of 2007 and boy have I missed the place, It's still ace. There's some new single track just after the big hill. I was a bit worried about going up the hill but did it, no probs . It nearly killed me once upon a time many moons ago, well not literally.. Went out with Terence, you can see us in the video. There's not much footage because we would rather ride than take pictures. Well that's my excuse for our shit filming, most of what we got was crap. It rained all day Saturday but finally stopped as we set off for the cycling. The initial sections of the ride are closed so there's a small diversion. Well here it is, the first video to be put on my Blog, as you will see I found Windows Movie maker on my PC .. cool!

Probably the best Pizza in the world. Made by neighbour Jilda to a secret authentic Italian recipe. It has tomatoes, onion, garlic and secret herbs. It's brill. I have tried Pizza from all over the place and have eaten my through a shed load of the stuff. This is what I would call perfect. I'm trying to get the recipe and method so I can sell it in my dream coffee, chillout and eat good food place. :-)