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So two or three days knowing I'm in AF, if I pushed it any more then I'm risking heart damage again. I need to get a grip on this. Last year i had three cardio versions that lead me to have an ablation on October. After a few months healing my heart function and rhythm stayed solid. Can't work out why it's changed today though. Went in for an Echo, standard procedure but that quickly showed my hearts not doing well. Stayed back and waited for a doctor to come through to confirm I could have the procedure to put it right. Another day on the hospital, been put under for the shock came out feeling tired but I think the hearts back. No pulpitations or unsteady heart. That's it, time again to Persue a Heart fix. I don't wanna go on like this, I may have to and live with what God has given me. I do know I'm not supposed to give up. He doesn't want me right now. I wish I knew what I'm supposed to do, these are warnings for some reason. Am I supposed to stop...

So two or three days knowing I'm in AF, if I pushed it any more then I'm risking heart damage again. I need to get a grip on this. Last year i had three cardio versions that lead me to have an ablation on October. After a few months healing my heart function and rhythm stayed solid. Can't work out why it's changed today though. Went in for an Echo, standard procedure but that quickly showed my hearts not doing well. Stayed back and waited for a doctor to come through to confirm I could have the procedure to put it right. Another day on the hospital, been put under for the shock came out feeling tired but I think the hearts back. No pulpitations or unsteady heart. That's it, time again to Persue a Heart fix. I don't wanna go on like this, I may have to and live with what God has given me. I do know I'm not supposed to give up. He doesn't want me right now. I wish I knew what I'm supposed to do, these are warnings for some reason. Am I supposed to stop...

The end of another year, and it's time for the mandatory entry to see it out before going out for the annual New Year drinks and food.  To be honest, (aha, not that I'm not or lie or anything. That's one of those figure of speech things I need to lose) this year has had its ups and downs and quite frankly I'll be happy to see the back of it. Roll on next year, a year I've gotta make changes in what I'm doing and find a balance. Going from a year of nothing to a year of, well, everything. I'm fast becoming jack of all trades master of none. Cop this list, Youth Leader, Scout Leader, Trustee, Church Warden, Father, Manager, Sunday School Teacher and Food bank General assistant. Forget home, I'm never there, the place is falling apart and I'm way to busy to give it the attention it deserves. I counted the Calendar appointments for the year, over 7000!  Get a grip Bullock, how can you sustain that! (Stats are more of a feeling than fact:-) That's...

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Day on the river Kennet with Joshua using our new Kayak. Going upstream was quite difficult in places. The downstream route the next day was easier, however you needed to be careful with the shallow parts, watch out for Angry Swans :-| 15° Partly Cloudy  Burys Bank Road, England, United Kingdom

Finished Mountain Bike: 17 Mar 2013 05:47:59 PM Route: Sunday Ride Link: http://cyclemeter.com/adb4001a4e7e7b9b/MountainCycle-20130317-1709?r=e Import Link: http://share.abvio.com/adb4001a4e7e7b9b/Cyclemeter-MountainCycle-20130317-1709.kml Ride Time: 35:46 Stopped Time: 2:56 Distance: 6.82 miles Average: 11.45 mph Fastest Speed: 18.48 mph Ahead of Best Ride: 9:43 Ascent: 312 feet Descent: 336 feet Calories: 577 http://www.cyclemeter.com